Seems that all of my life, I've had to bite, scratch and kick to get anything! If I wanted something to happen, it was/is always me and me alone that would make it happen. It was/is always me that has to take on people one on one to get them to MOVE!

It was ME that tried to make mine and Jerry's dream come true of having a country, self-sufficient life. It was ME that decided what animals and what crops we'd raise. It was ME that did all the work! It was ME that got him his son by his first marriage and it was ME that saw the attorney to get that custody and to have supervised visitation because the boy always came home abused in some way. It was ME that rushed him to the hospital to have his injuries taken care of.

It seems that it's always ME that has to swallow my pride, kiss butt, forgive and forget. It's ME that tries to instill motivation in others when I'm fighting my own battle with depression and no motivation to speak of! It's ALWAYS ME giving... giving... giving!!!

I GIVE UP!!! I QUIT!!! From now on I'm doing things for ME ONLY! I'm the only one that seems to give a rats tail!