Thanks everyone. I'm doing okay but very busy arranging everything and now I have to be back at work too. The funeral is Friday and it's just been crazy because my step-mom was in the hospital when it happened so everything has been a roller coaster.

But I also feel like numb like my body has grief anti-bodies or something because I'm sad but not like... I don't know... I was really sad the first two days then it's just this kind of numbness and I just keep going forward. I just feel like not a lot to say.

Thank you all for your thoughts and words, I really appreciate it.