Hi and welcome! I'm not an "expert" on bipolar but I didn't want to ignore your post (especially after all my posts today .... sorry for irrelevance).

If you could make an appointment with another doctor it would help I think. Although from your post I'm not sure if you're seeing a therapist or getting other help.

Sorry this post isn't very helpful... I just feel guilty about seeing someone in pain not being replied to.....(my stuff probably)

I hope you receive some helpful replies after my messy ramble.

Again, welcome to PC, you've found a good place