I don't have those kind of thoughts but I do have different kind of thoughts in my virtual world I create with many characters and I can be any thing I want. Usually I am a mob boss and we kill people, I have close allies my right hand man and my left hand man who is a woman. Another story I play is set in the future and I am 20% human and 80% alien. And we manufacturer androids for humans making them 50% android and 50% human. It's a lucrative business but we (aliens) have to deal with lobbyists and government officials looking to close down or operations and ban us from Earth. Both of these stories I play on a regular basis. The mob boss during the day and the alien at nite. So I would be the last person to say there is any thing wrong with you