Hi K-Marie,

First of all let me say this:

Husbands -- can't live with them -- can't live without them. I'm sorry yours is being so unsupportive at this time. I think it is the rare man who has the emotional vocabulary to make us feel loved and cared for. His love is probably real.

Do you really think it is wise to continue pursuing pregnancy?

It sounds like you need your meds.

I think we change along the way, but I believe your talent and giftedness is still inside you. It sounds like your bipolar, without your meds, has come to the surface and has taken center stage, and will rule you until you get back on your meds.

Please feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to.

PC is a great place, with a lot of supportive and knowledgeable people. Welcome!!!

Hugs,

EJ