What every one said so far is true, hard to say really and also bipolar is one of the most difficult to diagnose. And I agree you do have some issues you need to work out. But another disorder you might want to read on while you wait is BPD or Borderline Personality Disorder. Some times it's hard for some people to distinguish BPD from BP bipolar. It could be neither too! Just too hard to say. Good luck to you!