Thanks for your replies.

I'm so over it now. I was crying the whole night yesterday. Now...it's a new day, new challenges ..
It was just an explosion of emotions yesterday. No body likes to be rejected. Ever.
Exes but he is an on and off we are only fwb.
I don't care about it much. Only thing I can say is, love is not for me.
Or anything close.
I didn't expect anything from him...but I don't like to feel the door shut in my face.
I just need some hugs some chocolate lol..but I feel good today.