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Originally Posted by Freewilled
Thanks for your understanding  I've been in therapy for 9 months or so...I, too, feel like my needs are insatiable - that's a good way to put it. But I despise being needy. It's a horrible, painful conflict. |
9 months. Significant. I think I remember that's when I hit the point of feeling the needs were endless and the future just more of the same, and yet I felt, too, that I was compelled to stay. The full impact of the attachment seemed to hit right about then.
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Originally Posted by Freewilled
Idk. Either I like the pain on some level or the thought of it not working leaves me feeling more hopeless than when I started.
And I'm also very attached to my T by now. It would be like leaving in the middle of the surgical procedure.
I just want to know its going to be okay in the end, I guess ....
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It's going to be OK because you're aware of yourself in the process. Really.