My name is Aaron and I am 20 years old. Im here reaching out to anyone who may have advice for me, considering the fact not alot of people have experienced this sort of mess.
My story is extremely long and intricate, so my goal here is to keep it short and let discussion have its way.t
Upon very many other problems, including financial, I have a glooming demon haunting the halls of my brain. See Im not a bad looking guy, hell, girls tell me im cute quite often. Im good at speaking, holding conversatioshe , I can be very confident. ...until lately..but if you look at me, theres nothing wrong with me.
I've had sex with 2 girl countless times, never ceased to please them. Life should be great right?
Heres the short simple reason Im here, and the cause of most of my depression. After I broke up with my second girlfriend, I went back and forth between her and my first ex for a while. Until finally both went down. I met a new girl and she was AMAZING. I loved everything about her. I lay her down in my bed, and I couldnt get hard for her. This destroyed my confidence and who I was as a person. We tried so many times, nothing. I went to consult a doctor, everything was normal. So eventually I discovered it still works with my ex......she has moved on now so its whatever with her...but now I have no sexual thirst, no drive, nothing.
I know most of you aren't doctors, but its gotten to the point where I don't even flirt anymore because im scared of not being able to perform, and its making me depressed like hell.
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