Sorry for all you've gone through.

I agree with gayleggg. A sick mind cannot cure a sick mind. Even doctors cannot treat themselves and go to other doctors for treatment - we are mortal humans.

Pls find a therapist who can work with you and you are comfortable working with. It sometimes takes a few tries to find the right one. Look for therapists who have some experience in treating abuse victims.

It takes time, patience and a lot of work....but trust me, you'd get there!!

Good luck!