* triggering?? I do not know - maybe





Lately when I cut I am getting very little out of it. It used to be a stress release.... It used to be something that I "owned". I fully believe that if I did not find cutting - I would have committed suicide by now.... Now it isn't "working" for me.... I guess I am getting concerned that I will have to just go back to full fledge *attempts*. To just end this misery.