if it is too intense and i can't do anything else i will cry..and cry...and cry..
i hate pain..so i won't harm myself..
i am not violent..so i won't harm others..
i got angry easily..i think it's more like a rage.. sometimes i got angry just because of people in front of me walk slowly..i always think it would be great if i can just push them from the stair..or yell real loud and cursing them..actually i did all those cruel stuff..but inside my mind only