Understand completely how your feeling especially about the hospital visits. For awhile there I had my name embroidered on my hospital gown and a standing reservation at the local psych-ward.
Rohag is correct it is your depression getting the better of you.
I won't offer any advice but you are wrong about not being worth anything. After all, where would your friend have been this weekend if you had not been around to help.
((( jen29 )))

kebs