I am on meds and I do work, full time. I get up off the couch, but I feel a real barrier when trying to connect with people, especially my own age. I don't quite fit in...I don't have kids, a house, or a family. I am not mean or odd looking, I don't think.

I feel super abandoned, especially at work. I don't fit in here either and I get left alone constantly. It bums me out especially because it's been like this all my life. My last job left me in a steel box with out windows all day.

I go to my therapist on Thursday...I want her to adjust my meds because the Deprovex (sp?) is making me VERY nauseated and I am pretty sure it settled my mood into hopeless and manic. Plus the fuloxetine (sp?) is a joke too.