It hurts me to see you refer to yourself in such negative terms. I have come to know someone who is caring, loving, giving, smart, witty, understanding, and oh so many more things. You are very special and loved.
Sorry it has been a rough day. Take special care.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha