Gloria,

I feel your pain. Whenever I am fighting with my husband I want to give him a hug and then I want to rip his head off. One day I look at him and say ugh what am I doing here the next day I feel so bad for having those feelings. My mind is completely twisted as to how I feel. Should we forgive for being emotionally abused? Don't forget Once bitten twice shy, not that I am heading that advice. Everytime I am down my husband is more caring, so he can look like the good guy. Our relationship is not husband to wife, it is father to daughter. Making this decision will be the hardest thing you will do remember to follow your heart it has all the answers; our brains are skewed by our environment.
Good luck I am always thinking of you.

littlep