When I'm about to go into depression, I start losing interest in doing anything. It all kind of begins to seem pointless. Sounds like it could be depression. Hope speaking to the T helps (helped?).
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Love is..
a baby smiling at you for the first time
a dog curling up by your side...
and your soulmate kissing your forehead
when he thinks you're sound asleep
OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD