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Originally Posted by Happy Camper
Thankfully I don't really ever act out in a way that reflects my mental state. It's only until I start voluntarily revealing clues to my thought process that they see it. Although if I did lose control, I'd probably type a very long and seemingly insane essay on whatever had me excited at the time.
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I'm the same way.......if people only knew the crazy **** that goes through my head sometimes (like now when I'm heaing music that doesn't exist and seeing sahdows morphing into monsters). I present well most of the time so very few people really know how bad I can get. I don't even know what this is---withdrawl from an SSRI, leftover mania, psychosis, or some combination of the three.
Right now I could strip off my thermal shirt and walk out the door topless and not think a thing of it, except I am pretty modest IRL and have never even done that drunk or high. I'm unwell but not THAT much, KWIM?
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