I am going nuts...
I'm a lurker, it took 3 months of just reading before I actually joined this site. Now that I'm a member I feel like I can't read anything without posting something in support. I sit there and panic on what I'm going to write, if it's the right thing, if i'm going to hurt someones feelings...and so on. I spend time writing erasing, writing erasing, writing erasing, and then give up. Exit the thread, freak out because now they know I read there post and didn't say anything. How insensitive, rude, mean I am blah blah.

If I do end up posting then I check the thread, check the thread, check the thread, just to make sure I didn't say anything unkind or rude.

I joined because I really do want to post and get to know all the people I've been reading about for so long.

It sucks...makes me want to log out and go back to reading and being invisible