Update: i now am going to see a counselor outside of school. I recently attempted suicide... and was sent to a mental health resource center because the police officer thought i should be baker acted.... Fortunately, with the help of a good friend of mine, and my roommates, i am 1. still alive, adn 2. was not baker acted. so, i just have to make another apt with my school counselor, and a follow-up w/mhrc... and hopefully someone can find me a psychiatrist where im living.