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Old Nov 06, 2013, 01:09 AM
jan16th jan16th is offline
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Originally Posted by takabesan View Post
SITUATION: I graduated last year and was one of the very lucky few to land a high paid salaried position the day after I walked the stage. I thought the job was going to be awesome (and it was for a bit), but after a while, I realized like any 9-5 gig, it became monotonous and mundane.

DREAM: I want to be a filmmaker (my major in college/ultimate goal in life) and live in Hollywood where my family and friends are residing.

OBSTACLES: However, the current job market is awful; I'm afraid I won't find a job and thus, no money; being an artist in today's world is demoralizing; ironically, money gives me a lot of freedom, but it also entraps me.

Dueling thoughts:
-It's been only ONE year. I'm 23, but I don't want to lose my youth to a cubicle...I'm bored to tears at work. Most people are office people, others aren't. I fit into the latter.
-I feel like I don't do anything in my off time. Just drink, eat, shop, play video games, watch movies (it was great for a while, but now it's gotten boring)
-PERSONAL: I don't have a gf here, any kids, relatively no college debt, and about 6k saved up (not much).
-Not going to lie: I really enjoy having money to spend. I like the freedom to go out to eat, travel, shop, etc. If I quit, I can say bye-bye to that.
-Fortunately, my co-workers/management are nice, but the overall morale is that they enjoy their 'cubicle' lifestyle and I can't adapt to that.
-Realistically, most filmmakers don't make movies until they are in their 30s.

Most people would say keep the job, save money and move back within another year or two, but presently, I am unhappy, bored, lonely, and have this aching desire to get started on my dreams now. Even if I'm working as a production assistant, at least I'd be working in a field I'm interested in. Like I said, I don't want to waste my youth, but at the same time, I don't want to be poor (my parents are both retired).

What are your thoughts?
Instead of wasting your off time playing video games, shopping...perhaps you should use that money and make small films. Test your ideas on a small scale. Hardly anyone just packs up and goes to Hollywood and makes the great film. You have to show people you have "the eye" for filmmaking. Use your present job to provide seed money to start a project. If those projects take off, then you would not have the those dueling thoughts of staying or leaving because you will have outgrown your present job. Good Luck
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