((((((((((((((((((((Dawn))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry that your girlfriend has decided she just wants to be friends. That is such a hard thing to take. That must really hurt. I hope you are able to resist cutting as that is just a temporary thing, at least for me.

Maybe you can still go to councelling tommorrow? I hope you decide that you will. Hopefully they will be able to reduce your pain.

Please take care and you are not alone.