I just feel so depressed. i cant even be in the light. im in a dark room right now, and im still wearing someones sunglasses and a hoodie. there is no point in anything. i dont feel lke telling any one anything because all they will say is "its okay" "heres some medication" "hugs" "i love you" "hang in there" etc... all that crap. I DO NOT NEED THAT. i need answers. and since no body has any, and im to upset to go looking for them, what is the point of living? my mom used to be here for me, but even she has realized she cant do anything except hug me and give me medication. i dont want to tell my bf anything, because he will jus get all sad, (even tho he says he wants to hear it) but WUTEVER. i just want to die. i dont feel like dealing with life.