Appointment went decent enough today. Was honest about the pills and how they have been seeming to help, barring a bit of problems during the first two weeks. Was as honest as possible. Was questioned about my previous diagnosis. Due to bad memory, I didn't know how to answer. Talked about the diagnosis' now. I still feel so confused about everything, but that's fine for now. Right now, I don't care. Call it bipolar, call it depression, call it whatever. I'm just happy that for now I'm responding to the meds. Aware of the possibility of that changing. But I'm trying not to think about that right now.

There were neither ups nor downs today. I've been a bit too drained to do my schoolwork. Unrelated to mood disorder, though. More related to eating. So, I guess that could be a 'down'. And I guess the appointment going good is an 'up'. I am in neither a good mood, nor a euphoric mood, nor a mixed mood, not even a depressed one! I am at this... strangely comfortable relaxed mood. It is something unfamiliar. New territory. Maybe a bit scary, but comfortable.