ak you're inspirational of someone who refuses to take no for an answer! that's a good thing when hunting down professional help.......especially when it isn't easily offered or available.
you're to be admired for sticking to this work along the way.......naturally there will be breaks and it will be a non-linear path but your ability to stay the course is part of what will get you through to the other side.........you've already survived this far.........the rest isn't as hard as what you've already lived through.
might seem that way at times. we understand that. but we're not lying when we say you've already lived through the worst.......nothing but roses from here!