....I see the mirror I look into my reflection!
it's only a chance I seen me
I was running around careless ....apparently
so I see me again looking away
I don't want to see me..
I hate me
nothing I do hides my pain and my disgust....
I survive in malfunction and shame...
I fight like it's forever....
my survival is terrible and ....
I betray myself...
I run away from me...
I don't trust me I don't love me
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