Thank you . I don't use the pils regularly. Though I want to. I seem to turn to them when it gets real bad. Nor do I use alcohol reg. the fa sod of a regular person is not always in control, just does better than the other ones. I agree that the bipolar diagnoses might be wrong yet I fit a lot of the symptoms. Just wondering if anyone can relate with how I feel. Thank you again. I really appreciate you responding, and I will give a lot of thought to what you have said.