The anger comes from no where and just want to get rid of it by beating myself up. Truth is have to work today and then having a friend over till Sunday. She has been going through so much and I am trying to be the best friend I can be with her. Is it starting to affect me? I don't know anymore. It distracts me from my problems for the moments she is here, when she leaves its a heavy burden on my sholders and don't even know what it's from.

SOrry if that made no sense to anyone.
Jen