I went to my mom's house this weekend and I just got back.I had alot of fun.We went out to eat,we went to the mall (cause there isnt one where I live,so I wanted to go.)and I got some new clothes and finger nail polish and I got to spend time with my mom.So,I should've been really happy,but,I wasn't and I don't know why.I had alot of fun,but all I felt like doing was laying down and crying.I don't know what wrong with me.This happens to me all the time.When im having a good time and having fun and should be happy,I still feel depressed,I just don't understand it.I should be happy right now,but,im not.I feel like crying,my head is hurting,and its taking all the energy I have not to cut.I just dont get it.