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Old Nov 06, 2013, 01:41 PM
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Originally Posted by IndieVisible View Post
Yea it is confusing as hell. When I was orig diagnosed with major depression, I understood that. Then the next year when another doc took over changed to bipolar. But I don't see me fitting in any of the time frames and durations so I'm at loss as to what the heck I am. I have gone as long as 5 years with normal or close to normal, not perfectly normal, but pretty stable and off meds too! Average is about a year or 2. Now when I get depressed, it can be for a day or a week or a month next I can go baseline or go directly to hypomania. I don't think I ever had full blown mania but my delusions and hallucinations seem to indicate I have. These periods can last a day a week , 2 weeks or even a month. There doesn't seem to be any freaking pattern to me. I brought this up to the pdoc, she just says "your bipolar trust me". Drives me nuts some times.
I suspect not everyone's episodes are the same each occurrence, maybe that's what you're talking about? Apart from all of this confusion (and it *is* confusing for many of us) it sounds like you just don't cycle very often and this happens; people can go years without an episode, or have on average 1-2 a year, whatever.