I am not even sure how to go about asking for some strength here. I need to know that everything is going to be ok.

As some of you know.....things are not going so great here (that's an understatement ).....long term relationship breakup.....health problems.....deaths in my family. I need to gather some strength from you all to get through this. I thought I could do it alone and fell into a self pity hole. The why me's got me in its grip. I tried to focus on just work and my kids and left myself out of the focus again.

This is the hardest thing I have had to do but I am asking for help to get me through. I am so used to helping others and feel guilty asking others for help.

Love you all xoxo


Heather