I think I may have found where my panic attacks are brought on from. I'm afraid of dying. I'm afraid that once I die that is it. There is nothing and I don't want that at all. I want to live on enjoying everything God created. Ever since my car accident a couple of months ago, this fear has been really strong. It's like I realized that life is short. I was raised a catholic and there are some things that I was taught that scared me and I do not want to believe. I believe Heaven is like Earth, but with the suffering and I was told that is not what it's like and that when I died and go to heaven I wouldn't see anyone that I love here on Earth. I'm so confused and I want to believe and not be afraid. I want to know that one day I'll be reunited with my Grandpa and my dog Joey, and be happy.