I ran out of the choir rehearsal tonight, I had a panic attack and had to leave the room. I think I'll have to leave the choir altogether. I told H I left the rehearsal early and he told me it was because my voice is scratchy at the moment. I said to him that I might have to take a break from singing and he filled out the blanks and said it was because my voice is acting up. At least I don't have to worry about his reaction.