Greetings to all here who helped me to decide to go to the hospital. I was at a very low point and did need help. I was re-diagnosed as a borderline personality disorder.......and diabetes was out of control. I am on new meds which I am comfortable with, and am still working on the diabetes...problems with meds...but that's another story.... I am attending daily as an outpatient now, which is new to me. Sometimes overwhelmed but feel that this too shall pass. I am determined to put the pieces back together and be whole again. I am also looking forward to learning the correct stress management skills to correct by past behavior and be a better person.
Thanks to all for your support. It is appreciated more than you know.