Ive travelled that road also.Ive had many failed relationships in my past and a marriage that ended in divorce.All along I pushed people away from me.I pushed all my friends away from me.I didnt know what was wrong with me.I tried counseling,gone to alanon meetings and nothing helped me.My wife who I cherish is a RN,she pointed me to this sight where I was able to take the tests.I failed a good number of them.I made an appointment with a dr who diagnosed me with bipolar and depression.Ive lived this hell for 51 years.Im so glad after all this time i finally fond oud what is wrong with me.I dont ever want to go back there,