What to do...?

I just wanna die, I'll be honest.

I feel pretty bad tonight. Hell, I've felt like **** for what feels like forever.

I know that cutting just isn't enough anymore. And now I just want it to end.

It's **** but it's true.

I just give up.

So what, I cut and hope for the best? Or I do the alternative? Or both...

**** this.