((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))))

I am sorry for the sorrow and pain that both you and your wife are going through right now.... I know that it is hard from all sides of the fence, for the one suffering from the mental / medical disorder to the one that loves this person, in having to stand by and watch their love one fade away.
I was once the person that was fading away as my husband watch (trying to help me) and yet feeling helpless in the thought of what I might do when the morning came with the sun which meant that he would have to leave me for work - that which was needed (for $$$) so that our family would survive.

I personally can tell you that while I did with out a doubt think of ending my life for years on end, every minute and every hour of the day.... that all I really wanted was for the mental h*ll inside of me to STOP!! - to leave me alone in PeAcE, so that I could seek HAPPINESS.... that which I had not touch in years.

I believe that your wife is reaching out to you, for most people that are really going to go thru with death do not usually tell another about their plans.... she is shouting: I NEED HELP!!

Please try to stand strong and continue to talk to all of us here at PC - to enable you to release your stress and worries.... the SUN will SHINE again one DAY.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -