Thx again. I'm not hurt by your assumption, no worries. I asked a moderater a while ago if i could change my name, but no reply yet.
Anyways.... Idk. I mean it doet of Makes sense what you say, but it doesn't... If that makes sense, hah.
I'm just... Scared i guess and not sure what i think of all this. And i dont want to hurt mom.
And idk if anyone would believe me aNyways... And just the idea if talking scares the hell out of me.. im almost 14. I can move out in 3,5 years when Ill be finished with highschool... A few more years wont hurt not after all this time..