Thank You Candybear
I actually do like that idea. I haven't done anything so far, but I will have to remember that for any future happenings.
It's just these repetitive thoughts and I can't get it out of my head and I wish my head would just drop it already. That coupled with the feeling of nothingness, feeling that I'm just a body or a thing, not a person.
GRRRRR and the visualizations in my mind. Not helping right now.
I wish I could get to sleep.
lily
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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