Thank you again. I see what you are saying, and mabe I am being to technical. Sometimes I do that. I look at things at the most simple forms. I appreciate you saying you are everything. You are right. This is who I am. I just struggle daily to control myself, and in have a growing feeling of not wanting to. It is so exhausting to "function", though ask anyone that knows me and they will tell you I am far from normal. I get most of my friends when manic. I avoid everyone when down as much as I can. When I can't I just say I have a headache. Now I am rambling. Thank you, your genuineness comes through.