Thanks all of you for your support!
Yes, I feel that shifting focus can help sometimes, to see what Iīm doing.
When you come to do just one thing for a very long time and intensively, I guess you lose sight of what it is that youīre actually doing. And that thing can become "everything".
I also find that itīs so important not to lose the feeling for myself and my identity.
Yes, maybe with this injury, I got insecure about how an important role I MAY let dance play in my life. Because what if I get injured again?
I do have another passion besides dancing in dance, and thatīs teaching. Unfortunately due to my psychological problems rightnow, I cannot pursue that at the moment...
What I forgot to mention is that the only time I CAN feel something sometimes rightnow, is to contemporary/modern music. Thatīs weird.
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