i am calling my therapist right now--i am trying to be hopeful--praying that he has some answers for me--i am really scared that i won't make it through-- i have been depressed before--but this is different--i am tired of trying and hoping for something better--i always seem to end up here anyway--this cannot be what my life was meant to be---if it is, then it is definitely not worth it
i just found out my therapist is out for the holiday