That's the problem with depression. You're always conscious of it. You're always aware that it's sitting on your shoulder, watching everything you do, influencing the way you act, and you know you can do nothing about it even though you try to push it away. However...concentrate on the good times with your children and try to ignore the depression. Being with your children and enjoying their company means the depression has to fight harder to stay with you, and of course you can try fighting it then because you have the upper hand.

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald