The past two days have been extremely stressful. My oldest is having his "bad days" at school, and causing me so much stress trying to make sure he has a good day and talking to teachers, principals, OT,etc. Bills are piling up, surgery is getting closer, it just doesn't end.

If my husband wasn't here right now and my kids were in bed, I'd probably take some pills again.

I just don't know what the answer is anymore, and I feel like I'm doing everything without any support.