(((((((((((((((Candybear)))))))))))))))
I understand how frustrated you're feeling ... change can be really really hard. things for me are COMPLETELY different this year than they ever have been ... so i know what you mean. I wish i could say something that would comfort you, but you just have to believe that things will work out, that things happen for a reason. Hang in there, you can get through this.
Jacq