Hey guys
It hurt to read and feel your desperation.i am not suffering from presence of self esteem ,but I learned to hide it well enough that people who do not know me very well would not only miss that,but I have been told that I am one of the confident people.I learned to do it to protect myself (I learned to use determined purposeful walk , may not be sexy feminine,but exudes confidence,I do not talk much ,but by silence you can infer more and some people feel you have more then meets the eye )
Just do not give up
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Positive attitude even if fake gives better results.people tend to gravitate toward confident ones( even fake ones) because at the end everyone needs reassurance
Good luck to all of you