I've been abused physically and mental since I was toddler to when I was 20. I left my parents house in hopes for a better and safer life, but I got manic when I lived alone and was kicked out of my home. My boyfriend was kind enough to provide me with a home in a unfinished basement with a hoarder. The hoarder makes the basement very hard to live in and it's frustrating. I feel like it was foolish to leave my parents home just because I was scared of being hit and yelled at. Maybe being abused isn't so bad as long as I have a clean place to live. I'm thinking about asking to live there again, but I'm not sure since I rely on my boyfriend to help take care of me. I'm going to ask my boyfriend what he thinks in the morning, but I would like some advice from this forum.

Should I accept being abused just to have a clean home? I mean, there are worse things in life, right?