Yeah its been 10 years since my diagnosis and starting the med merry-go-round. 10 years of pain and suffering, not just for me but for everyone around me. 10 years of ups and downs, but the ups are never worth the downs. I wish I had died on my first suicide attempt, it would have saved a whole lot of crap for a whole lot of people.

If I didnt go for treatment I would be long gone by now, free of this nightmare.