I've had thoughts of killing myself since I was a child, it probably isn't going away any time soon and telling the doctor again won't make a difference. But I appreciate your input!

I know, no-one likes doing mundane things. But I used to be able to do them, now it's a huge battle between my willpower and I every time I need to do something. I'm used to this, but only as a part of my depressions. Now I don't know what's going on, but it's not the normal type of motivation issues. I really struggle with the day-to-day stuff, like walking the dog or even making a simple meal for myself (and I'm not the one who spends more than 5-10 minutes "cooking"). Hope that clarifies the issue a little.