Thanks Moose. It would have been I guess. if I had any. Just melted down on my own instead. Well still melting down but quietly so I won't disturb any one and I guess I'll try and look like I know what I'm doing. Very glad I just was quiet and shut up. I think if i started being truthful about where my thoughts are heading it would not be pretty. I don't even remember writing the last message. oh well . another day